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m a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing for such trifling. 'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her then that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress, and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,' she added firmly. She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's name was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to the faintest whisper in spite of her. 'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I verily believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected question came. '"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?' There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,' said Cytherea. 'Who are Owen and Edward?' 'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid. 'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?' A silence. 'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. 'No.' Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who Edward is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning. 'I don't mind telling; only....' 'You would rather not, I suppose?' 'Yes.' Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she inquired suddenly. Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment. 'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured. 'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?' A pause. 'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply. 'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!' Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now with you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and gloomy accents. 'You are not, after all, the
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