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elves round the obsequies of day. 'No one can like me,' he said. 'You are wrong there,' said the other, 'as a man usually is about himself. You are attractive, very attractive.' 'It is not me,' said Herrick; 'no one can like me. If you knew how I despised myself--and why!' His voice rang out in the quiet graveyard. 'I knew that you despised yourself,' said Attwater. 'I saw the blood come into your face today when you remembered Oxford. And I could have blushed for you myself, to see a man, a gentleman, with these two vulgar wolves.' Herrick faced him with a thrill. 'Wolves?' he repeated. 'I said wolves and vulgar wolves,' said Attwater. 'Do you know that today, when I came on board, I trembled?' 'You concealed it well,' stammered Herrick. 'A habit of mine,' said Attwater. 'But I was afraid, for all that: I was afraid of the two wolves.' He raised his hand slowly. 'And now, Hay, you poor lost puppy, what do you do with the two wolves?' 'What do I do? I don't do anything,' said Herrick. 'There is nothing wrong; all is above board; Captain Brown is a good soul; he is a... he is...' The phantom voice of Davis called in his ear: 'There's going to be a funeral' and the sweat burst forth and streamed on his brow. 'He is a family man,' he resumed again, swallowing; 'he has children at home--and a wife.' 'And a very nice man?' said Attwater. 'And so is Mr Whish, no doubt?' 'I won't go so far as that,' said Herrick. 'I do not like Huish. And yet... he has his merits too.' 'And, in short, take them for all in all, as good a ship's company as one would ask?' said Attwater. 'O yes,' said Herrick, 'quite.' 'So then we approach the other point of why you despise yourself?' said Attwater. 'Do we not all despise ourselves?' cried Herrick. 'Do not you?' 'Oh, I say I do. But do I?' said Attwater. 'One thing I know at least: I never gave a cry like yours. Hay! it came from a bad conscience! Ah, man, that poor diving dress of self-conceit is sadly tattered! Today, now, while the sun sets, and here in this burying place of brown innocents, fall on your knees and cast your sins and sorrows on the Redeemer. Hay--' 'Not Hay!' interrupted the other, strangling. 'Don't call me that! I mean... For God's sake, can't you see I'm on the rack?' 'I see it, I know it, I put and keep you there, my fingers are on the screws!' said Attwater. 'Please God, I will bring a penitent this night before His throne. Come, come
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