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lmost grief itself; yet he had said all that he could say to comfort her, all that he could of Tom's bravery in rushing into the fire, and it seemed useless to stay. But as he rose to go, putting the child, who had fallen asleep in his arms, down on the bed, Mrs. Davis stopped him. She stood straightening the sheet which covered Tom's face, creasing its folds between her fingers, and pulling it a little on this side or that. "Mr. Ward," she said, "he was drunk, Tom was." "I know it," he answered gently. "He went out with some money this forenoon," she went on; "he was to buy some things for the young ones. He didn't mean to drink; he didn't mean to go near the saloon. I _know_ it. Mrs. Shea, she came in a bit after he went, and she said she seen him comin' out of the saloon, drunk. But he didn't mean it. Then you brought him home. But, bein' started, preacher, he could not help it, an' he'd been round to Dobbs's again, 'fore he seen the fire." "Yes," John said. Still smoothing the straight whiteness of the sheet, she said, with a tremor in her voice:-- "If he didn't want to, preacher--if he didn't mean to--perhaps it wasn't a sin? and him dying in it!" Her voice broke, and she knelt down and hid her face in the dead man's breast. She did not think of him now as the man that beat her when he was drunk, and starved the children; he was the young lover again. The dull, brutal man and the fretful, faded woman had been boy and girl once, and had had their little romance, like happier husbands and wives. John did not answer her, but a mist of tears gathered in his eyes. Mrs. Davis raised her head and looked at him. "Tell me, you don't think it will be counted a sin to him, do you? You don't think he died in sin?" she asked almost fiercely. "I wish I could say I did not," he answered. She threw her hands up over her head with a shrill cry. "You don't think he's lost? Say you don't, preacher,--say you don't!" John took her hands in his. "Try and think," he said gently, "how brave Tom was, how nobly he faced death to save Charley. Leave the judgments of God to God; they are not for us to think of." But she would not be put off in that way. Too weak to kneel, she had sunk upon the floor, leaning still against the bed, with one thin, gaunt arm thrown across her husband's body. "You think," she demanded, "that my Tom's lost because he was drunk to-night?" "No," he said, "I do not think that, Mr
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