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ve made a pile though, if one'd known this smash was coming. But one can't get at the innards of things.--No such luck--no such luck, eh?" I looked at him stupidly; took in his blood-shot eyes and his ruffled grizzling hair. I wondered who he was. _"Il s'agissait de_...?" I seemed to be back in Paris, I couldn't think of what I had been thinking of. I drank his glass of wine and he filled me another. I drank that too. Ah yes--even then the thing wasn't settled, even now that I had recognized that Fox and the others were of no account ... What remained was to prove to her that I wasn't a mere chattel, a piece in the game. I was at the very heart of the thing. After all, it was chance that had put me there, the blind chance of all the little things that lead in the inevitable, the future. If, now, I thwarted her, she would ... what would she do? She would have to begin all over again. She wouldn't want to be revenged; she wasn't revengeful. But how if she would never look upon me again? The thing had reduced itself to a mere matter of policy. Or was it passion? A clatter of the wheels of heavy carts and of the hoofs of heavy horses on granite struck like hammer blows on my ears, coming from the well of the court-yard below. Soane had finished his bottle and was walking to the cupboard. He paused at the window and stood looking down. "Strong beggars, those porters," he said; "I couldn't carry that weight of paper--not with my rot on it, let alone Callan's. You'd think it would break down the carts." I understood that they were loading the carts for the newspaper mails. There was still time to stop them. I got up and went toward the window, very swiftly. I was going to call to them to stop loading. I threw the casement open. * * * * * Of course, I did not stop them. The solution flashed on me with the breath of the raw air. It was ridiculously simple. If I thwarted her, well, she would respect me. But her business in life was the inheritance of the earth, and, however much she might respect me--or by so much the more--she would recognise that I was a force to deflect her from the right line--"a disease for me," she had said. "What I have to do," I said, "is to show her that ... that I had her in my hands and that I co-operated loyally." The thing was so simple that I triumphed; triumphed with the full glow of wine, triumphed looking down into that murky court-yard where the
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