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his cheerful greeting, they detected at once the expression of suffering in the poor face--"sae white and sae sma'," as Duncan had said; pale beyond its ordinary pallor, and shrunken and withered like an old man's; the more so, perhaps, as the masculine down had grown upon cheek and chin, and there was a matured manliness of expression in the whole countenance, which formed a strange contrast to the still puny and childish frame--alas! Not a whit less helpless or less distorted than before. Yes, the experiment had failed. They were so sure of this, Mr. Cardross and his daughter, that neither put to him a single question on the subject, but instinctively passed it over, and kept the conversation to all sorts of commonplace topics: the journey--the wonders of London--and the small events which had happened in quiet Cairnforth during the three months that the earl had been away. Lord Cairnforth was the first to end their difficulty and hesitation by openly referring to that which neither of his friends could bear to speak of. "Yes," he said, at last, with a faint, sad smile, "I agree with old Duncan--I never mean to go to London any more. I shall stay for the rest of my days among my own people." "So much the better for them," observed the minister, warmly. "Do you think that? Well, we shall see. I must try and make it so, as well as I can. I am but where I was before, as Dr. Hamilton said. Poor Dr. Hamilton! He is so sorry." Mr. Cardross did not ask about what, but turned to the table and began cutting open the leaves of a book. For Helen, she drew nearer to Lord Cairnforth's chair, and laid over the poor, weak, wasted fingers her soft, warm hand. The tears sprang to the young earl's eyes. "Don't speak to me," he whispered; "it is all over now; but it was very hard for a time." "I know it." "Yes--at least as much as you can know." Helen was silent. She recognized, as she had never recognized before, the awful individuality of suffering which it had pleased God to lay upon this one human being--suffering at which even the friends who loved him best could only stand aloof and gaze, without the possibility of alleviation. "Ay," he said, at last, "it is all over: I need try no more experiments. I shall just sit still and be content." What was the minute history of the experiments he had tried, how much bodily pain they had cost him, and through how much mental pain he had struggled befor
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