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n for, John? I'd ha taken yer yer breakfast in yer bed.' He looked at her, then at the food. His eyes filled with tears. 'I can't pay yer for it,' he said, pointing with his stick; 'I can't pay yer for it.' Mary Anne led him in, scolding and coaxing him with her gentle, trembling voice. She made him sit down while she blew up the fire; she fed and tended him. When she had forced him to eat something, she came behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder. 'John,' she said, clearing her throat, 'John, yer shan't want while I'm livin. I promised Eliza I wouldn't forget yer, and I won't. I can work yet--there's plenty o' people want me to work for 'em--an maybe, when yer get over this, you'll work a bit too now and again. We'll hold together, John--anyways. While I live and keep my 'elth, yer shan't want. An yer'll forgive Bessie'--she broke into sudden sobbing. 'Oh! I'll never 'ear a crule word about Bessie in my 'ouse, _never_!' John put his arms on the table and hid his face upon them. He could not speak of forgiveness, nor could he thank her for her promise. His chief feeling was an intense wish to sleep; but as Mary Anne dried her tears and began to go about her household work, the sound of her step, the sense of her loving presence near him, began for the first time to relax the aching grip upon his heart. He had always been weak and dependent, in spite of his thrift and his money. He would be far more weak and dependent now and henceforward. But again, he had found a woman's tenderness to lean upon, and as she ministered to him--this humble shrinking creature he had once so cordially despised--the first drop of balm fell upon his sore. Meanwhile, in another cottage a few yards away, Mr. Drew was wrestling with Isaac. In his own opinion, he met with small success. The man who had refused his wife mercy, shrank with a kind of horror from talking of the Divine mercy. Isaac Costrell's was a strange and groping soul. But those misjudged him who called him a hypocrite. Yet in truth, during the years that followed, whenever he was not under the influence of recurrent attacks of melancholia, Isaac did again derive much comfort from the aspirations and self-abasements of religion. No human life would be possible if there were not forces in and round man perpetually tending to repair the wounds and breaches that he himself makes. Misery provokes pity; despair throws itself on a Divine tenderness. And for thos
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