FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150  
151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   >>   >|  
letting me into all the facts of his life, he told me that he had made my replying at once or not the turning-point of his fate. If the post had brought him nothing, he would have drowned himself in the Liffey. My second letter was the only sort of letter that it could be,--an account of my own conjectures about him, and of my regret that I could see no probability of my being of use to him, except in as far as my experience of many troubles might enable me to speak suitably to him. I added some few words on the dangers attending any sort of trouble, when too keenly felt. In answer to my first note came a few lines, telling me that the purpose of his application was mainly answered, and that my reply was of altogether greater consequence than I could have any idea of. He was less unhappy now, and believed he should never be so desperately wretched again. Wild as this might appear, I was still persuaded that he was not insane. By the next post came a rather bulky packet. It contained, besides a letter from him, two or three old parchment documents, which showed that Patrick's forefathers had filled some chief municipal offices in the city in which the family had been settled for several generations. I had divined that Patrick was a gentleman; and he now showed me that he came of a good and honorable family, and had been well-educated. He was an orphan, and had not a relation in the world,--if I remember right. It was evident that he was poor; but he did not ask for money, nor seem to write on that account. He aspired to a literary life, and believed he should have done so, even if he had had the means of professional education. But he did not ask me for aid in trying his powers in literature. It was very perplexing; and the fact became presently clear that he expected me to tell him how I could be of use to him,--he being in no way able to afford me that information. I may as well give here the key to the mystery, which I had to wait for for some time. When poor Patrick was in a desperate condition,--very ill, in a lodging of which he could not pay the rent,--threatened with being turned into the street as soon as the thing could be done without danger to his life,--galled with a sense of disgrace, and full of impotent wrath against an oppressor,--and even suffering under deeper griefs than these,--at such a time, the worn man fell asleep, and dreamed that I looked kindly upon him. This happened three times; and on
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150  
151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Patrick

 

letter

 

believed

 

account

 

family

 

showed

 

literature

 

honorable

 
powers
 

presently


perplexing

 

gentleman

 

remember

 

literary

 

evident

 

aspired

 

professional

 
education
 

orphan

 

relation


educated
 

suffering

 

oppressor

 

deeper

 

griefs

 

galled

 

disgrace

 

impotent

 

kindly

 

happened


looked

 

dreamed

 

asleep

 
danger
 

mystery

 
information
 

afford

 

turned

 

threatened

 

street


desperate

 
condition
 
divined
 
lodging
 

expected

 

experience

 
troubles
 

enable

 

regret

 

probability