r, it might be less serious but
almost equally unhappy for her. Max might throw caution to the winds,
pursue her for a time,--K. had seen him do this,--and then, growing
tired, change to some new attraction. In either case, he could only wait
and watch, eating his heart out during the long evenings when Anna read
her "Daily Thoughts" upstairs and he sat alone with his pipe on the
balcony.
Sidney went on night duty shortly after her acceptance. All of her
orderly young life had been divided into two parts: day, when one
played or worked, and night, when one slept. Now she was compelled to
a readjustment: one worked in the night and slept in the day. Things
seemed unnatural, chaotic. At the end of her first night report Sidney
added what she could remember of a little verse of Stevenson's. She
added it to the end of her general report, which was to the effect that
everything had been quiet during the night except the neighborhood.
"And does it not seem hard to you,
When all the sky is clear and blue,
And I should like so much to play,
To have to go to bed by day?"
The day assistant happened on the report, and was quite scandalized.
"If the night nurses are to spend their time making up poetry," she
said crossly, "we'd better change this hospital into a young ladies'
seminary. If she wants to complain about the noise in the street, she
should do so in proper form."
"I don't think she made it up," said the Head, trying not to smile.
"I've heard something like it somewhere, and, what with the heat and the
noise of traffic, I don't see how any of them get any sleep."
But, because discipline must be observed, she wrote on the slip the
assistant carried around: "Please submit night reports in prose."
Sidney did not sleep much. She tumbled into her low bed at nine o'clock
in the morning, those days, with her splendid hair neatly braided down
her back and her prayers said, and immediately her active young mind
filled with images--Christine's wedding, Dr. Max passing the door of her
old ward and she not there, Joe--even Tillie, whose story was now the
sensation of the Street. A few months before she would not have cared
to think of Tillie. She would have retired her into the land of
things-one-must-forget. But the Street's conventions were not holding
Sidney's thoughts now. She puzzled over Tillie a great deal, and over
Grace and her kind.
On her first night on duty, a girl had been brought
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