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gue?' she asked, touching her bunch of charms. He acted his despair. 'Besides, what does it matter? I know who _you_ are,' she went on. 'Let that console you.' 'Did I say you were adorable? You're hateful.' 'What's in a name? Nothing but the power to compromise. Would you have me compromise myself more than I've done already? A woman who makes a man's acquaintance without an introduction, and talks about love, and smokes cigarettes, with him!' She gave a little shudder. 'How horrible it sounds when you state it baldly.' 'One must never state things baldly. One must qualify. It's the difference between Truth and mere Fact. Truth is Fact qualified. You must add that the woman knew the man by common report to be of the highest possible respectability, and that she saw for herself he was (alas!) altogether harmless. And then you must explain that the affair took place in the country, in the spring; and that the cigarettes were the properest conceivable sort of cigarettes, having been rolled by hand in England.' 'You wouldn't believe me if I said I had never done such a thing before? They all say that, don't they?' 'Yes, they all say that. But, oddly enough, I do believe you.' 'Then you're not entirely lost to grace, not thoroughly a cynic.' 'Oh, there are _some_ good women.' 'And some good men?' 'Possibly. I've never happened to meet one.' 'The eye of the beholder!' 'If you like. But I don't know. There are such things, no doubt, as cynics by temperament; congenital cynics. Then, indeed, you may cry: The eye of the beholder. But others become cynics, are driven into cynicism, by sad experience. I started in life with the rosiest faith in my fellow-man. If I've lost it, it's because he's always behaved shabbily to me, soon or late; always taking some advantage. The struggle for existence! We're all beasts, who take part in it; we must be, or we're devoured. Women for the most part are out of it. Anyhow, _plus je vois les hommes, plus j'aime les femmes_.' 'Are you a beast too?' 'Oh, yes. But I don't bite. I'm the kind of beast that runs away. I lie by the fire and purr, but at the first sign of trouble I jump for the open door. That's why the other fellows always got the better of me. They knew I was a coward, and profited by the knowledge. If my dear good uncle hadn't died, I don't know how I should have lived.' 'I'm afraid you have "lived" too much.' 'That was uncalled for.' 'Or els
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