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met his glance and then dropped his eyes. This slight motion was a horrible revelation. He had served the Major too. "Ah? I'm sorry," said Severn, slacking his rein,--"I'm sorry." And from his saddle he looked down toward the house more longingly and regretfully than he knew. Richard felt himself turning from pale to consuming crimson. There was a simple sincerity in Severn's words which was almost irresistible. For a moment he felt like shouting out a loud denial of his falsehood: "She is there! she's alone and in tears, awaiting you. Go to her--and be damned!" But before he could gather his words into his throat, they were arrested by Major Luttrel's cool, clear voice, which in its calmness seemed to cast scorn upon his weakness. "Captain," said the Major, "I shall be very happy to take charge of your farewell." "Thank you, Major. Pray do. Say how extremely sorry I was. Good by again." And Captain Severn hastily turned his horse about, gave him his spurs, and galloped away, leaving his friends standing alone in the middle of the road. As the sound of his retreat expired, Richard, in spite of himself, drew a long breath. He sat motionless in the saddle, hanging his head. "Mr. Clare," said the Major, at last, "that was very cleverly done." Richard looked up. "I never told a lie before," said he. "Upon my soul, then, you did it uncommonly well. You did it so well I almost believed you. No wonder that Severn did." Richard was silent. Then suddenly he broke out, "In God's name, sir, why don't you call me a blackguard? I've done a beastly act!" "O, come," said the Major, "you needn't mind that, with me. We'll consider that said. I feel bound to let you know that I'm very, very much obliged to you. If you hadn't spoken, how do you know but that I might?" "If you had, I would have given you the lie, square in your teeth." "Would you, indeed? It's very fortunate, then, I held my tongue. If you will have it so, I won't deny that your little improvisation sounded very ugly. I'm devilish glad I didn't make it, if you come to that." Richard felt his wit sharpened by a most unholy scorn,--a scorn far greater for his companion than for himself. "I am glad to hear that it did sound ugly," he said. "To me, it seemed beautiful, holy, and just. For the space of a moment, it seemed absolutely right that I should say what I did. But you saw the lie in its horrid nakedness, and yet you let it pass. You have no e
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