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ach other's habits. But their real selves, the essence of their being, the shadowy inner self where motives and passions took form and gathered force until they were translated for good or evil into forthright action,--these they had not known at all. At any rate he perceived that Myra could calmly enough face the prospect of being alone. Hollister cast his eye up to where the cedars towered, a green mass on the slope above the cliff. He thought of Charlie Mills and wondered if after all she would be alone. He felt ashamed of that thought as soon as it formed in his mind. And being ashamed, he saw and understood that he still harbored a little bitterness against Myra. He did not wish to bestow bitterness or any other emotion upon her. He wanted her to remain completely outside the scope of his feelings. He would have to try, he perceived, to cultivate a complete indifference to her, to what she did, to where she went, to insulate himself completely against her. Because he was committed to other enterprises, and chiefly because, as he said to himself, he would not exchange a single brown strand of Doris Cleveland's hair for all of Myra's body, even if he had that choice. The moon stole up from behind the Coast Range after they had gone to bed. Its pale beams laid a silver square upon the dusky floor of their room. Doris reached with one arm and drew his face close up to hers. "Are you happy?" she demanded with a fierce intensity. "Don't you ever wish you had a wife who could see? Aren't you _ever_ sorry?" "Doris, Doris," he chided gently. "What in the world put such a notion as that into your head?" She lay thoughtful for a minute. "Sometimes I wonder," she said at last. "Sometimes I feel that I must reassure myself that you are contented with me. When we come in contact with a woman like Mrs. Bland, for instance--Tell me, Bob, is she pretty?" "Yes," he said "Very." "Fair or dark?" "Fair-skinned. She has blond hair and dark blue eyes, almost purple. She is about your height, about the same figure. Why so curious?" "I just wondered. I like her very much," Doris said, with some slight emphasis on the last two words. "She is a very interesting talker." "I noticed that," Hollister observed dryly. "She spoke charmingly of the weather and the local scenery and the mosquitoes." Doris laughed. "A woman always falls back on those conversational staples with a strange man. That's just the preliminar
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