FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133  
134   135   136   >>  
that was not easy to do. Whatever suspicions she might have in her own heart, it was a mortifying thing to be told plainly that her love for Percy was a mistake--a mere counterfeit--instead of the enduring devotion which it ought to have been. But she was very much humbled now, and patiently waited for what her mother might say next. "Well!" Mrs. Costello began again, "it is no use now to go on talking of the past. The question is rather whether anything can be done for the future. What do you say?" "What can I say, mamma? What can I do?" "I don't know. Maurice used to tell me of his plans, but he is not likely to do that now. I would write and ask him to come over, but it is more than doubtful whether he would come." "He promised that if ever I wanted him he would come," Lucia said, hesitating. "If you were in need of him I am sure he would, but it would be a kind of impertinence to send for him on that plea when it was not really for that." "But it _is_. Mamma, don't be angry with me again! Don't be disgusted with me; but I want, so badly, to see him and tell him I behaved wrongly. I was so cross, so ungrateful, so _horrid_, mamma, that it was enough to make him think all girls bad. I should _like_ to tell him how sorry I am; I feel as if I should never be happy till I did." When, after this outbreak, Lucia's face went down upon her hands, Mrs. Costello could not resist a little self-gratulatory smile. 'All may come right yet,' she thought to herself, 'if that wilful boy will only come over.' "I think you are right," she said aloud. "Possibly he may come over, and then you will have an opportunity of speaking to him, perhaps." "Yes," Lucia said, very slowly, thinking of her note, and of the comfort it would have been if she _could_ but have sent it. "Oh, mamma, if we were but in England!" "Useless wishes, dear. Give me your advice about writing to Mr. Leigh." "You will write, will you not?" "I suppose I must. Yet it is a difficult letter for me to answer." "Could not you just say 'I will do what I can?'" "Which is absolutely nothing--unless Maurice should really pay us a visit here, a thing not likely at present." So the conversation ended without any satisfaction to Lucia. Nay, all her previous days had been happy compared to this one. She was devoured now, by a restless, jealous curiosity about that Miss Landor whom Mr. Leigh feared--she constantly found her thoughts reverting to t
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133  
134   135   136   >>  



Top keywords:

Maurice

 

Costello

 

comfort

 

Useless

 

wishes

 

England

 

thought

 

wilful

 

resist

 

gratulatory


speaking
 

slowly

 

opportunity

 
advice
 
Possibly
 
thinking
 

answer

 
compared
 

devoured

 

satisfaction


previous

 

restless

 

constantly

 

thoughts

 

reverting

 

feared

 

jealous

 

curiosity

 

Landor

 

letter


difficult
 
suppose
 
absolutely
 

present

 

conversation

 

writing

 

plainly

 

future

 
doubtful
 
promised

mortifying

 

question

 
counterfeit
 

patiently

 
waited
 

humbled

 
devotion
 

mother

 

talking

 
mistake