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your--husband!--a lie--to--to get rid of me." "If you like to put it that way." Jimmy turned blindly to the door. He felt like a drunken man. He had opened it when she called his name; when she followed and caught his hand, holding him back. "Jimmy, don't go like that--not without saying good-bye. We've been such friends--we've had such good times together." She was sobbing now; genuine enough sobs they seemed. She clung to him desperately. "I always loved you; you must have known that I did, only--only---- Oh, I couldn't bear to be poor! That was it, Jimmy. I couldn't face being poor." Jimmy stood like a statue. One might almost have thought he had not been listening. Then suddenly he wrenched his hand free. "Let me go, for God's sake--let me go!" He left her there, sobbing and calling his name. She heard him go down the stairs--heard the sullen slam of a distant door; then she rushed over to the window. It was too dark to see him as he strode away from the house; everything seemed horribly silent and empty. Jimmy had gone; and Cynthia Farrow knew, as she stood there in the disordered room, that by sending him away she had made the greatest mistake of her selfish life. CHAPTER VIII THE SECOND ENGAGEMENT Out in the night Jimmy Challoner stood for a moment in the darkness, not knowing where to go or what to do. He had had a bad shock. He could have borne it if she had only thrown him over for that other man; but that she should have thought it worth while to lie to him about it struck him to the soul. She had made a fool of him--an utter and complete fool; he would never forgive her as long as he lived. After a moment he walked on. He carried his hat in his hand. The cool night air fanned his hot forehead. He had lost everything that had made life worth living; that was his first passionate thought. Nobody wanted him--nobody cared a hang what became of him; he told himself that he could quite understand poor devils who jumped off bridges. He went into the first restaurant he came to, and ordered a neat brandy; that made him feel better, and he ordered a second on the strength of it. The first shock had passed; anger took its place. He would never forgive her; all his life he would never forgive her; she was not worth a thought. She had never been worth loving. She was a heartless, scheming woman; little Christine Wyatt had more affection in the clasp o
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