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nd a beggar. Leave me, and take time for your decision. Come to me again this evening. If you fail--_you_ may expect a visit in the morning.' "This was said deliberately, but in a tone most expressive of sincerity. I staggered from his presence, and hurried homeward. A sickening sensation checked me as I approached my door. I could not enter it. I rushed away; and in the open fields, where I could weep and rave unnoticed and alone, I cursed my fate, and entreated heaven to smite me with its thunders. My mind was tottering. Hours passed before I reached the house again, how, when, or by what means I arrived there, I could not tell. The servant girl who gave me admittance looked savagely upon me, as I thought. It was sorrow, and not anger, that was written in her face; but how could I discriminate? Her mistress was seriously ill. She had been alarmed by the visit of a gentleman, who waited for me in the parlour, and by my protracted absence; and her agitation had brought on the pangs of labour. A physician was now with her. Who was this gentleman? I entered the room, and there the fiend sate, white with irritation and gnawing disappointment. I started back, but he advanced to me--held my papers to my face, and pointed to one portion of them with a finger that was alive with rage and agitation. "'Is it true?' asked my uncle, gnashing his teeth. 'Answer me--yes or no?--one word, is it true?' "'It is a lie!' I answered, ignorant of his meaning, and half crazed with the excitement. 'I am innocent--innocent--Heaven knows I am.' "'Have you, or have you not given to Gilbert, for these heavy sums, a power of attorney? Has he got it? Answer me in a word.' "'He advanced me money,' I replied, 'and I gave him such documents as he required.' "'Enough!' said my uncle. 'You are a beggar!'--and without another word he left me. "For a week my wife remained in a dangerous condition. Threatened with the loss of her, I did not leave her side. What was the business to me at such a time?--what was reputation--what life? Life!--sir, I carried about with me a potent poison, and I waited only for her latest breath to drink it off, and join her in the grave. She rallied, however, and once more I walked abroad--to find myself a bankrupt and a castaway. The very day that my uncle quitted me, he called my creditors together--exposed the state of my affairs--and accused me of the vilest practices. A docket was struck against me. Every t
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