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is feverish and wayward spirit will be at rest for ever, or it will have commenced a new career in an untried and unimaginable existence! In a very few hours I may be amongst the very heavens that I survey--a part of their own glory--a new link in a new order of beings--breathing amidst the elements of a more gorgeous world--arrayed myself in the attributes of a purer and diviner nature--a wanderer among the planets--an associate of angels--the beholder of the arcana of the great God-redeemed, regenerate, immortal, or--dust! "There is no OEdipus to solve the enigma of life. We are--whence came we? We are not--whither do we go? All things in our existence have their object: existence has none. We live, move, beget our species, perish--and for what? We ask the past its moral; we question the gone years of the reason of our being, and from the clouds of a thousand ages there goes forth no answer. Is it merely to pant beneath this weary load; to sicken of the sun; to grow old; to drop like leaves into the grave; and to bequeath to our heirs the worn garments of toil and labour that we leave behind? Is it to sail for ever on the same sea, ploughing the ocean of time with new furrows, and feeding its billows with new wrecks, or--" and his thoughts paused blinded and bewildered. No man, in whom the mind has not been broken by the decay of the body, has approached death in full consciousness as Falkland did that moment, and not thought intensely on the change he was about to undergo; and yet what new discoveries upon that subject has any one bequeathed us? There the wildest imaginations are driven from originality into triteness: there all minds, the frivolous and the strong, the busy and the idle, are compelled into the same path and limit of reflection. Upon that unknown and voiceless gulf of inquiry broods an eternal and impenetrable gloom; no wind breathes over it--no wave agitates its stillness: over the dead and solemn calm there is no change propitious to adventure--there goes forth no vessel of research, which is not driven, baffled and broken, again upon the shore. The moon waxed high in her career. Midnight was gathering slowly over the earth; the beautiful, the mystic hour, blent with a thousand memories, hallowed by a thousand dreams, made tender to remembrance by the vows our youth breathed beneath its star, and solemn by the olden legends which are linked to its majesty and peace--the hour in which, men shou
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