one:
"If they catch you, and--Holy Virgin--if they discover... Ruth.... She
is not really a Jew's child... have you reared her as a Jewess?"
"No; only as a good human child."
"Is she baptized?"
Lopez answered this question also in the negative. The smith shook his
head disapprovingly, but the doctor said: "She knows more about Jesus,
than many a Christian child of her age. When she is grown up, she will
be free to follow either her mother or her father."
"Why have you not become a Christian yourself? Forgive the question.
Surely you are one at heart."
"That, that... you see, there are things.... Suppose that every male
scion of your family, from generation to generation, for many hundred
years, had been a smith, and now a boy should grow up, who said: I--I
despise your trade?'"
"If Ulrich should say: 'I-I wish to be an artist;' it would be agreeable
to me."
"Even if smiths were persecuted like us Jews, and he ran from your guild
to another out of fear?"
"No--that would be base, and can scarcely be compared with your case;
for see--you are acquainted with everything, even what is called
Christianity; nay, the Saviour is dear to you; you have already told me
so. Well then! Suppose you were a foundling and were shown our faith and
yours, and asked for which you would decide, which would you choose?"
"We pray for life and peace, and where peace exists, love cannot be
lacking, and yet! Perhaps I might decide for yours."
"There you have it."
"No, no! We have not done with this question so speedily. See, I do
not grudge you your faith, nor do I wish to disturb it. The child must
believe, that all its parents do and require of him is right, but the
stranger sees with different, keener eyes, than the son and daughter.
You occupy a filial relation towards your Church--I do not. I know the
doctrine of Jesus Christ, and if I had lived in Palestine in his time,
should have been one of the first to follow the Master, but since, from
those days to the present, much human work has mingled with his
sublime teachings. This too must be dear to you, for it belongs to your
parents--but it repels me. I have lived, labored and watched all night
for the truth, and were I now to come before the baptismal font and say
'yes' to everything the priests ask, I should be a liar."
"They have caused you bitter suffering; tortured your wife, driven you
and your family from your home...."
"I have borne all that patiently,"
|