e. From my
parents and my brother I departed unblest, and unforgiven by them I
feel that I am doomed to die! My life has been careless, useless,
godless, passing from rapine and violence to luxury and indolence, and
leading me to the marriage which I exulted in when I last saw you, but
which I now feel was unworthy alike in its motives and its results.
But blessed and thrice blessed by that last calamity of my wicked
existence, for it opened my eyes to the truth--it made a Christian of
me while I was yet alive!'
'Is it thus that the Christian can view his afflictions? I would,
then, that I were a Christian like you!' murmured the landholder, in
low, earnest tones.
'It was in those first days, Probus,' continued the other, 'when I
found myself deserted and dishonoured, left alone to be the guardian of
my helpless child, exiled for ever from a home that I had myself
forsaken, that I repented me in earnest of my misdeeds, that I sought
wisdom from the book of salvation, and the conduct of life from the
Fathers of the Church. It was at that time that I determined to devote
my child, like Samuel of old, to the service of heaven, and myself to
the reformation of our degraded worship. As I have already told you, I
forsook my abode and changed my name (remember it is as 'Numerian' that
you must henceforth address me), that of my former self no remains
might be left, that of my former companions not one might ever discover
and tempt me again. With incessant care have I shielded my daughter
from the contamination of the world. As a precious jewel in a miser's
hands she has been watched and guarded in her father's house. Her
destiny is to soothe the afflicted, to watch the sick, to succour the
forlorn, when I, her teacher, have restored to the land the dominion of
its ancient faith and the guidance of its faultless Gospel. We have
neither of us an affection or a hope that can bind us to the things of
earth. Our hearts look both towards heaven; our expectations are only
from on high!'
'Do not set your hopes too firmly on your child. Remember how the
nobles of Rome have destroyed the household I once had, and tremble for
your own.'
'I have no fear for my daughter; she is cared for in my absence by one
who is vowed to aid me in my labours for the Church. It is now nearly
a year since I first met Ulpius, and from that time forth he has
devoted himself to my service and watched over my child.'
'Who is this Ulpiu
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