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was to be Helen, and to this Violet softly added, Theodora. 'No, no; that will bring her no good. It is Aunt Nesbit's name.' 'It is one I love the sound of.' 'You won't another time.' Violet vaguely perceived something amiss; but too weak to think about it, closed her eyes and fell into a doze. Those few gentle sayings had brought back Theodora's affection and sense of right. She longed to recall her glance. If it had taken effect she must persevere. She could not endure the humiliation of having a third time trifled with a lover; she would not feel herself sunk into a mere coquette. But what would Violet think! Violet suddenly awoke with a terrified gaze. 'Arthur! Arthur! O, where is he!' 'Down-stairs, dearest; he will come.' But to her extreme alarm, the words had no effect. 'Arthur! O, when will he come? Why did he go away?' Dismayed out of all presence of mind, Theodora rang with a violent peal, and flew down-stairs, the baby in her arms, rousing Arthur from a slumber in his chair by breathless tidings that Violet was worse--was delirious; Mr. Harding must be sent for-- When Arthur had hurried up-stairs, it proved to be only a frightened wakening, such as had often happened last year. She was perfectly conscious, but so much fluttered and agitated by Theodora's own proceedings, that it was with great difficulty that Arthur could soothe and tranquillize her on her baby's account. The nurse was very angry, and Theodora perceived her delinquency might have serious consequences, especially when she beheld Violet, still tremulous from the alarm, endeavouring to reassure them, to shield her from displeasure, and to take all the blame to herself for her foolish terror. There was an end of Theodora's grand designs of nursing! She could only enter the room at all by favour of the patient and by sufferance of the nurse; and she could attempt no remonstrance when ordered off by her brother, and even felt unworthy of Violet's kiss. That little scene of trivialities had been her first true humiliation. It had shown her the vanity of her boast of strength of mind; for when she thought of the morning's unreasonable ill-humour, and unkindness to her brother and his wife at such a moment, and of the coquetry with Lord St. Erme, she was indeed lowered in her own eyes; and it was sorrow, not bitterness. Her heart was very heavy, but less hard. Slowly had the power of Violet's meekness and lowliness been s
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