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creed might be, he was not a bad man. "I had the right to tell you so much," he went on; "that at least was my privilege, and now, having told you, I must tell you something else. You may refuse me once, you may refuse me twice; but in the end you will have to accept me." Again there was a gleam of anger in her eyes, and he saw the look of scorn which rested on her face. "I will tell you why. You cannot run the risk of sending a man to hell. With you as my wife I can do anything. Oh yes, I know my words seem like the words of a mountebank, but even my worst enemies have never accused me of being a boaster, and I repeat it; no guardian angel which your story-books tell about could do for a man what you could do for me. I could work, I could think, I could even become great and good. But without you--even the thought of it is like looking into hell." [Illustration: "With you for my wife, I can do anything."] "And I," said Olive, "could have but little faith in a man who dared not stand alone. If a man's future, his character, his career, are dependent on a woman, then he rests upon a weak reed. A man to be strong must rest on God." "That may be your theory; if it is, I know that human nature is always laughing at you. If God is, He's giving you the opportunity of making a man of me." "I would try and help you," said Olive, "but what you ask is my love, and love cannot be given for the asking. It can only be given as it comes. In such a matter we are not free agents." "And could you not love me? Answer me honestly, could you not love me?" This was the first sign of Leicester's advantage. Her eyes dropped, and the colour came to her cheeks. Leicester's heart beat aloud for joy; he could not repress a cry of exultation. But Olive Castlemaine mastered herself by a strong effort of will. "You ask me to speak to you honestly," she said. "Well, I will. I could never love a man--that is as you would be loved--if I did not respect him and I could not respect a man who was the slave to an evil habit." "You mean----" he hesitated, and looked on the floor. "Yes, I mean that." "Look here," he said eagerly, "promise that you will be my wife, and I will never taste a drop of alcohol of any sort again. I give you my word for that. Neither wine, nor whisky, nor spirits of any sort shall ever again pass my lips." Again she looked at him eagerly, and he thought he saw her eyes soften. "I mean it," he we
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