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; there was something lacking.... But I've got it now. I think I got it when you cut me out as author!" "Don't, please," she cried, "you mustn't talk like that." "I must," he answered gloomily. "I've given half my life to writing--and only just found out that I can't write!" She came to him then. "Look here, dear," she said, taking his arm in quite a mother's way, "you're just beginning your success. Men never _do_ succeed till forty. You've just found yourself. You're going to do splendid things and you will let me help." "What? You and I collaborate?" Was there a tinge of the old-time suspicion? "No," she said quickly. "I shan't ever write again; that's done with; we'll just talk the stories over when we're out upon our dear old rambles, and then, you see, you'll get the woman's view as well. And possibly I may get plots sometimes, although I couldn't write them." "Then we'll sign Helena and Hubert Brett," he said in swift penitence, forcing himself to nobility. "That really does sound excellent!" "No," she replied slowly, "you must always sign. You see your name is known. Helena Brett has never written anything, and Zoe Baskerville is dead--thank goodness!" She forced herself to smile. She must remain the amateur! That touch of pity, she knew, must be there if things were ever to be right again.... Perhaps he guessed a little, for suddenly he clasped her in his arms again. "My God, Helena," he cried passionately, "how insignificant and mean you make me feel! You women can forgive, and we're so obstinate. You've spared me such a lot, I know. If you had told me all I know you could, I never should have cared for you again! It's pretty damnable, that, isn't it? But swine like me go on repenting and repenting, and then we're twice as bad again. We're cursed, I think; we----" She put her hand over his mouth. "It's over now," she said: "time up," and laughed, herself again. He looked at her as at some miracle beyond his understanding. "And you won't ever long to--well, to be Zoe again?" She looked him full in the face, and her eyes smiled happiness. "No," she said, "_I_'ve found myself out as well. I'm nothing but a woman after all!" "The dearest woman in the whole world," he replied and kissed her. Ruth knocked at the door. THE END PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, LONDON AND BECCLES. _BOOKS BY DESMOND COKE_ NOVELS TH
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