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se,--most girls feel the same, and Leo was a very girl, and youthful instincts were warm within her. Sue, however, had received her orders on the point, and though they were distasteful, she recognised in them an element of reasonableness. "I am sorry, dear, but that would never do. You know what father's wishes are. That you should be given a dignified position in the family; and--and I think he explained why. He had thought the matter carefully out before he fixed on this room for you. He does not like to be argued with, Leo." Leo resigned herself. She knew the tone of old, it conveyed, "I am sorry, but I shall be firm"--it was the formal, precise, elder sister, the general's mouthpiece, not the good, old, motherly Sue, who spoke. Further resistance would be useless. And now, alone, sitting on the great square sofa, with great square chairs and massive receptacles on every side, the forlorn little figure gazed about her with a heart that sank lower and lower. She was to occupy a "dignified position in the family"? Did that mean that she was still to be treated ceremoniously as in Godfrey's life-time? That she was still to have that uneasy sense of being _company_ which had then haunted her? Sue alone had led the way to her new abode--Maud and Sybil having vanished elsewhere--and this in itself forboded ill. She sat motionless, pondering. In childhood the gap between herself and her elders had always been too wide to be bridged even at its nearest point, which was Sybil--but she had looked to her marriage hopefully. Then somehow, she could never quite tell how, but although she could manage to play the hostess to her sisters on apparently equal terms at Deeside, the old position remained intact at Boldero Abbey. For all her gay outward bearing, Leo was of a sensitive nature, and the girls--to herself she always called them "the girls"--had only to take a matter for granted, for her to follow their lead. So that while it would have been joy untold to perceive the barriers withdrawn, and to have been allowed to run in and out of Maud's room and Sybil's room--she did not covet Sue's--in dressing-gown and slippers, to have brushed her hair of nights along with them and talked the talk that goes with that time-honoured procedure, Mrs. Godfrey Stubbs had no more been accorded this privilege, for which she had hungered ever since she could remember, than the little out-cast Leonore had been. Indeed, she was kept
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