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ight? You are in my power." Perpetua watched him as calmly as a martyr of old days watched the advance of the doomsman. "I am not in your power. I am young, and I love life, and would be glad to grow old in the world's way. But I would rather die than live with any stain of shame." Robert retorted swiftly, mocking her, yet conscious, against his will, of unfamiliar admiration of opposition to his will. "You foolish ermine, Death's angel does not come at a girl's call." "She who finds life hateful will find the means to end it," Perpetua said, proudly. "Is this your virtue?" Robert jeered. "May meekness do self-murder?" Perpetua lifted her tearless eyes towards the painted roof, fretted with pagan emblems. "When I appear before the court of Heaven," she answered, quietly, "I think I will find pardon for that sin." All manner of strange thoughts were contending for the supremacy of Robert's reason. Was that an aureole, strangely luminous, about her head, or only the wealth of her red hair? Was she, indeed, as brave as her brave phrases? "I take you at your word," he said, more mildly. "Here is that which can set you free from all of us." He drew the fool's dagger from his girdle and held it to her by its blade. "Have you the heart to drive this home?" he asked. Perpetua seized the hilt eagerly. "Ay, with all my heart, into my heart," she cried, with a confidence that he could not question. "You are the gentlest tyrant in the world, and I will pray for you in paradise." She pressed the weapon with both hands to her breast and bowed her head. Robert felt certain that she would keep her word, yet the evil in him drove him to taunt her. "You do not strike," he said. Perpetua lifted her bright eyes, and he read in them the joy of a white soul escaping shame. On his ears her words came like saintly music. "I do but commend my spirit to its Maker. When it is done, of your clemency say a prayer by me. Farewell!" She raised the weapon in the air, and Robert's troubled soul assured him that she meant to strike, that she meant to die. Awful influences seemed to struggle around him, darkness striving with light. He caught at the light. Voices were calling in his ears, urging evil, urging good. He caught at the good. "Stop!" he called. "I think your hand has driven a devil from my heart. You are a saint; you have a soldier's courage; you have conquered me. I am your servant." Perpetua hid t
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