said, in a moved tone; "but I
think there is no danger that it will interfere. You did not hurt your
sister intentionally, and she is still living. You are very young too;
and, doubtless, everybody will think your punishment should be left to
me, your father."
She was trembling like a leaf.
He turned aside to a fallen tree, sat down on it, and took her in his
arms. She dropped her head on his shoulder, panting like a hunted thing.
"These two days have been too much for you," he said pityingly. "And
that fear has tormented you all the time?"
"Yes, papa: oh, I thought I might have to be hung if baby died, and--it
was--so--dreadful--to think I'd killed her--even if they didn't do any
thing to me for it," she sobbed.
"Yes; very, very dreadful; perhaps more so to me--the father of you
both--than to any one else," he groaned.
"Papa, I'm heart-broken about it," she sobbed "Oh, if I only could undo
it!"
He was silent for a moment; then he said, "I know you are suffering very
much from remorse; this is a bitter lesson to you; let it be a lasting
one. I can relieve you of the fear of punishment from the law of the
land; there is no danger of that now: but, if you do not lay this lesson
to heart, there may come a time when that danger will be real; for there
is no knowing what awful deed such an ungovernable temper as yours may
lead you to commit.
"But don't despair: you can conquer it by determination, constant
watchfulness, and the help from on high which will be given in answer to
earnest prayer."
"Then it shall be conquered!" she cried vehemently. "I will fight it
with all my might. And you will help me, papa, all you can, won't you,
by watching me, and warning me when you see I'm beginning to get angry,
and punishing me for the least little bit of a passion? But oh, I forget
that you can't stay with me, or take me with you!" she cried with a
fresh burst of sobs and tears. "Must you go back to your ship soon?"
"Not very soon," he said; "and I gladly promise to help you all I can in
every way. I can do it with my prayers, even when not close beside you.
But, my child, the struggle must be your own; all I can do will be of no
avail unless you fight the battle yourself with all your strength.
"We will go home now," he added, rising, and taking her hand in his.
But they had gone only a few steps when he stooped, and took her in his
arms, saying. "You are not able to walk. I shall carry you."
"But I a
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