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By the following morning Rotha had decided that her duty at this crisis lay one way only, and that way she must take. Ralph had said it would be well for her to become Willy's wife, and she had promised him never to leave the Moss while his mother lived. She would do as he had said. Willy had asked her for a sign, and she must give hint, one--a sign that she was willing to say "Yes" if he spoke again to-day as he had spoken yesterday. Having once settled this point, her spirits experienced a complete elevation. What should the sign be? Rotha walked to the neuk window and stood to think, her hand on the wheel and her eyes towards the south. What, then, should the sign be? It was by no means easy to hit on a sign that would show him at a glance that her mind was made up; that, however she may have wavered in her purpose yesterday, her resolve was fixed to-day. She stood long and thought of many plans, but none harmonized with her mood. "Why should I not tell him--just in a word?" Often as she put if to herself so, she shrank from the ordeal involved. No, she must hit on a sign, but she began to despair of lighting on a fitting one. Then she shifted her gaze from the landscape through the window, and turned to where Mrs. Ray sat in her chair close by. How vague and vacant was the look in those dear eyes! how mute hung the lips that were wont to say, "God bless you!" how motionless lay the fingers that once spun with the old wheel so deftly! The old spinning-wheel--here it was, and Rotha's right hand still rested upon it. Ah! the wheel--surely _that_ was, the sign she wanted. She would sit and spin--yes, she could spin, too, though it was long since she had done so--she would sit in his mother's chair--the one his mother used to sit in when she spun--and perhaps he would understand from that sign that she would try to take his mother's place if he wished her so to do. Quick, let it be done at once. He usually came up to the house at this time of the morning. She looked at the clock. He would be here soon, she thought; he might be coming now. * * * * * And Willy Ray was, in truth, only a few yards from the house at the moment. He had been up on to the hills that morning. He had been there on a similar errand several mornings before, and had never told himself frankly what that errand really was. Returning homewards on this occasion, he had revolved afresh the subject
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