knees, nor the whip of the sumach
across his face; he did not see the moon shadows creep slowly along the
fallen birch; nor did he notice that the white-throat had hushed its
song. His inmost spirit was shaken. Something had entered his soul and
filled it to the brim, so that he dared no longer stand in the face
of radiance until he had accounted with himself. Another drop would
overflow the cup.

Ah, sweet God, the beauty of it, the beauty of it! That questing,
childlike starry gaze, seeking so purely to the stars themselves! That
flower face, those drooping, half parted lips! That inexpressible,
unseizable something they had meant! Thorpe searched
humbly--eagerly--then with agony through his troubled spirit, and in
its furthermost depths saw the mystery as beautifully remote as ever. It
approached and swept over him and left him gasping passion-racked. Ah,
sweet God, the beauty of it! the beauty of it! the vision! the dream!

He trembled and sobbed with his desire to seize it, with his impotence
to express it, with his failure even to appreciate it as his heart told
him it should be appreciated.

He dared not look. At length he turned and stumbled back through the
moonlit forest crying on his old gods in vain.

At the banks of the river he came to a halt. There in the velvet pines
the moonlight slept calmly, and the shadows rested quietly under the
breezeless sky. Near at hand the river shouted as ever its cry of
joy over the vitality of life, like a spirited boy before the face of
inscrutable nature. All else was silence. Then from the waste boomed
a strange, hollow note, rising, dying, rising again, instinct with the
spirit of the wilds. It fell, and far away sounded a heavy but distant
crash. The cry lifted again. It was the first bull moose calling across
the wilderness to his mate.

And then, faint but clear down the current of a chance breeze drifted
the chorus of the Fighting Forty.

"The forests so brown at our stroke go down,
And cities spring up where they fell;
While logs well run and work well done
Is the story the shanty boys tell."

Thorpe turned from the river with a thrust forward of his head. He was
not a religious man, and in his six years' woods experience had never
been to church. Now he looked up over the tops of the pines to where the
Pleiades glittered faintly among the brighter stars.

"Thanks, God," said he briefly.

Chapter XXXIX

For several days this