ttle. How easily could Philip set all
right! If he would but come back--that at first was her only thought;
for what matter a ring, or any proof or proclamation without Philip!
It did not occur to her at first that all these things were needed to
save her from shame in the eyes of the world. If she had thought of
them apprehensively, she would have said to herself, how easy to set all
right by simply announcing the marriage! And indeed she would have done
so when war was declared and Philip received his new command, but that
she had wished the announcement to come from him. Well, that would come
in any case when his letter to her grandfather arrived. No doubt it had
missed the packet by which hers came, she thought.
But another packet and yet another arrived; and still there was no
letter from Philip for the Sieur de Mauprat. Winter had come, and spring
had gone, and now summer was at hand. Haymaking was beginning, the wild
strawberries were reddening among the clover, and in her garden, apples
had followed the buds on the trees beneath which Philip had told his
fateful tale of love.
At last a third letter arrived, but it brought little joy to her heart.
It was extravagant in terms of affection, but somehow it fell short
of the true thing, for its ardour was that of a mind preoccupied, and
underneath all ran a current of inherent selfishness. It delighted in
the activity of his life, it was full of hope, of promise of happiness
for them both in the future, but it had no solicitude for Guida in the
present. It chilled her heart--so warm but a short season ago--that
Philip to whom she had once ascribed strength, tenderness, profound
thoughtfulness, should concern himself so little in the details of her
life. For the most part, his letters seemed those of an ardent lover who
knew his duty and did it gladly, but with a self-conscious and flowing
eloquence, costing but small strain of feeling.
In this letter he was curious to know what the people in Jersey said
about their marriage. He had written to Lorenzo Dow and her grandfather,
he said, but had heard afterwards that the vessel carrying the letters
had been taken by a French privateer; and so they had not arrived in
Jersey. But of course she had told her grandfather and all the island
of the ceremony performed at St. Michael's. He was sending her fifty
pounds, his first contribution to their home; and, the war over,
a pretty new home she certainly should have. He
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