nciliatory words which he had already addressed to her.
Great events were impending. If he decided upon war, nothing, not even
love, could be permitted to encroach too heavily upon his time and
strength; but Barbara and the demands which her love made upon him would
surely do this if he did not early impose moderation upon her and
himself.
He had heard nothing about the sale of the star, and whatever had
displeased him in Barbara's conduct during the last few weeks she had
succeeded in effacing. Yet he had often been on the point of breaking off
his relations with her, for just at this time it was of infinite
importance that he should keep himself free and strong in mind and body.
Moreover, in a few days he expected his brother Ferdinand with his grown
children. Two of his nieces were to be married here in his presence, and
he felt that he ought not to let either them or the Cardinal of
Trent--who was coming from the Council and would return there--see how
strong were the fetters with which, at his age and just at this time, he
allowed himself to be bound by love for a beautiful singer.
The wisdom which had long been characteristic of him commanded him to
sever abruptly the connection with the woman he loved and remove her from
his path. But the demands of the heart and the senses were too powerful
for the man who indulged to excess in fiery wine and spiced foods, though
he knew that greater abstinence would have spared him torturing pangs.
He had succeeded hundreds of times in obtaining the victory over other
urgent wishes, and conquering strong affections. But this was different,
for separation from Barbara must, at any rate, destroy the exquisite late
happiness of the newly unfolded enjoyment of life, and for this heavy
loss he saw no compensation. To part from her entirely, therefore, seemed
to him impossible--at any rate, for the present. On the other hand, the
duty of the sovereign and consideration for his relatives both commanded
him to restrict the demands of her passionate young heart and his own,
which had so recently awaked from slumber.
He had recognised this necessity, and considered the pros and cons
precisely as if the matter were a political question. He who, without the
quiver of an eyelash, had sent many a band of soldiers to certain death
in order to execute a well-conceived plan of battle, was compelled to
inflict keen suffering upon the woman he loved and himself, that greater
interests
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