'You mean that we can't keep the secret?'
'How is it possible?'
'But you are vexed about it. You don't speak to me as you used to. I
don't think you ever will again.'
'It will make no change in _me_,' said Tarrant, with resolute good
humour. 'All I want to be sure of is that you are quite prepared for the
change in your prospects.'
'Are _you_, dear?'
Her tone and look deprived the inquiry of unpleasant implication. He
answered her with a laugh.
'You know exactly how I regard it. In one way I should feel relief. Of
course I don't like the thought that I shall have caused you to suffer
such a loss.'
'I should never have that thought. But are you quite sure about the
result to yourself? You remember saying that you couldn't be certain
how--'
'How it will be taken at Champion Hill? I was going to tell you the
latest report from there. It is very doubtful whether I should ever have
to break the news.'
They did not look at each other.
'Everything, in that quarter, must be long since settled. Pray remember
that I have no vast expectations. Quite certainly, it won't be a large
fortune; very likely not more than your own. But enough to live on, no
doubt. I know the value of money--no man better. It would be pleasant
enough to play with thousands a year. But I don't grumble so long as I
have a competency.'
Nancy meditated, and sighed.
'Oh, it's a pity. Father never meant me to be penniless if I married
wisely.'
'I suppose not.'
'Of course not!'
They both meditated.
'It wouldn't be possible--would it?'
'Why,' he answered with a laugh, 'last time you were here you spoke in
quite the other way. You were utterly miserable at the thought of living
through it alone.'
'Yes--I don't know whether I could--even if--'
'What are you thinking of?'
'I've been talking with Mary,' she replied, after an uneasy pause.
'She has lived with us so long; and since father's death it seems quite
natural to make a friend of her. No one could be more devoted to me than
she is. I believe there's nothing she wouldn't do. I believe I might
trust her with any secret.'
The obvious suggestion demanded thought.
'By-the-bye,' said Tarrant, looking up, 'have you seen your aunt again?'
Nancy's face changed to a cold expression.
'No. And I don't think I shall.'
'Probably you were as little sympathetic to her as she to you.'
'I don't like her,' was the brief reply.
'I've had curious thoughts about t
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