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rence, we'll thrash this matter out. You meant well, no doubt, but--" "Just so. I was sorry to interrupt, but it was all done for the best. She's in the rose garden. She's crying!" volunteered Terence, grinning. "Is it your heart? _Is_ it your heart?" cried Delia clinging to his arm. "Oh, Val, is your heart really affected?" Lessing clasped her to him, laughing a big, glad laugh, full of the joy and wonder of life. "It is, darling!" he cried. "It is! _You_ have affected it. Oh, Delia, Delia, let's be married, let's be married at once, and--keep a chicken farm!" CHAPTER NINE. THE MAN WHO WISHED FOR SUCCESS. Success was the passion of John Malham's life, mediocrity was his bane. The ordinary commonplace life which brings happiness and content to millions of his fellow men filled him with a passion of disgust. As he left the Tube station morning and night, and filed out into the street among the crowd of black-coated, middle-class workers, an insignificant unit in an insignificant whole, a feeling of physical nausea overcame him. There were grey-haired men by the hundred among the throng, men not only elderly, but old, working ceaselessly day by day at the same dull grind, returning at night to small houses in the suburbs. From youth to age they had toiled and expended their strength, and this was their reward! In a few years' time they would die, and be buried, and the great machine would grind on, oblivious of their loss. Slaves, puppets, automata who were content to masquerade in the guise of men! John Malham squared his great shoulders and drew a deep breath of contempt. Not for him this dull path of monotony. By one means or another, he had vowed to his own heart to rise to the top of the tree, and make for himself a place among men. Malham was a barrister by profession; a barrister, without influence, and with a private income of a hundred a year. His impressive personality, and unmistakable gift of argument had brought him a moderate success, but while others congratulated him, his own feeling was an ever-mounting discontent. He was waiting for the grand opportunity, and the grand opportunity did not come. Like an actor who finds no scope for his talent in the puny parts committed to his charge, but feels ever burning within him the capacity to shine as a star, so did Malham fret and chafe; intolerantly waiting for his chance. As an outlet for his ener
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