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ther's ranch was playing to hard luck. But don't think I married him for his money--I liked him then, and, besides--well, I _thought_ I was doing the right thing--but now--well, I'm guessing." She ended abruptly, and in the tremor of that final word Moss read her secret. She had never loved her husband. Pity and a kind of loyalty to her word had carried her to his side, and now a sense of duty bound her there. With sincere sympathy, he said: "We all do wrong at times that good may come out of it. You could not foresee the future--the best of us can _only guess_ at the effect of any action. You did the best you knew at the moment. The question you have to face now has only slight relation to the past. No one can enter wholly into another's perplexity--I'm not even sure of a single one of my inferences--but if you are thinking of--separation, I would say, meet this crisis as bravely as you met the other. But I don't believe we should decide any such question selfishly. I am not of those who always seek the side on which lies personal happiness, because a happiness that is essentially selfish won't last. The Captain lives only for you--any one can see that. What he does for you springs from deep affection. What would happen to him--if you left him?" He paused a moment and watched her subduing her tears; then added: "I won't say I was unprepared for what you've said, for the entire relationship, from our first meeting, seemed too abnormal to be altogether happy. Money will buy a great many desirable things, but it has its limits. At the same time, it is too much to expect of you--If your feeling for him has changed--" His delicacy, his sympathy for her, was made apparent by the unusual hesitation of his speech, and she would have broken down completely had not Julia Moss called out: "Joe, turn on the lights--it's getting dark." Conscious of Bertha's emotion, he did not immediately do as he was bidden. "I wish you'd talk this over with Julia," he ended gently; "she's a very wise little woman." Bertha shook her head. "I didn't intend to talk it over with you. I don't know what possessed me. I had no business to say what I did." He reassured her. "All you've told me and the part I've guessed is quite safe. I will not even permit Julia to share your confidence till you are willing to speak to her yourself." As he slowly lighted the studio Bertha was surprised and a little troubled to find that two or three other
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