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'" quoted Laurence, a bitter ring in his tone. "Probably the latter." "You must not say that. Remember what I told you, more than once before. I am always hopeful, I never despair, even when things look blackest--either for myself or other people. Though, I dare say, you are laughing to yourself now at the idea of things being anything but bright to me. Well, then, I predict you will come back with what you want. You will return rich, and all will look up then for you." She spoke lightly, smilingly. He, listening, gazing at her, felt bitter. He had been mistaken. Well, he had found out his mistake, only just in time--only just. But even he, with all his observant perceptiveness, had failed to penetrate Lilith's magnificent self-command. "Let us hope your prediction will prove a true one," he said, falling in with her supposed mood. "The one thing to make life worth living is wealth. I will stick at nothing to obtain it--nothing! Without it, life is a hell; with it--well, life is at one's feet. There is nothing one cannot do with it--nothing." His eyes glowed with a sombre light. There was a world of repressed passion in his tone, the resentful snarl, as he thought of the past squalor and bitterness of life, mingling with the savage determination and unscrupulous recklessness of the born adventurer. "There is one thing you cannot obtain for it," she said. "That is--love." "But it can bring you all that will cause you to feel no longing for that deceptive illusion. You can forget that such a thing exists--can forget it in the renewed exuberance of vitality which is sheer enjoyment of living. Well, wish me luck. 'Good-bye' is a dreadful word, but it has to be said." He had risen and stood blindly, half-bewilderedly. The shaded room, the sensuous fragrance of her presence, every graceful movement, the fascination of the wide, earnest eyes, all was more than beginning to intoxicate him, to shatter his chain-armour of bitterness and self-control. He, the strong, the invulnerable, the man in whom all heart and feeling was dead--what sorcery was this? He was bewitched, entranced, enthralled. His strength was as water. Yet not. They stood facing each other, glance fused into glance. At that moment heart seemed opened to heart--to be gazing therein. "Good-bye," he said. "Don't quite forget me, Lilith dear. Think a little now and then of the times we have had together." Then their lips met in a long kiss. And s
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