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tor to thy God--for were she to beckon, 'tis to her that thou wouldst go, forgetting all--thine immortal soul, thy crucified God...?' And thus do devils mock me, and my soul grows darker and darker and greater and greater grows the mystery, for my heart, broken, miserably doubting and weak, cries out not with resignation, not in patience, but in a spirit of angry rebellion: 'God, my God! why hast thou forsaken me?'" He raised his arms up to heaven as if in a last desperate appeal; but now he did not kneel--he stood beside his friend shamed and yet proud, and the look in his eyes was that of one who sees a vision that is exquisitely beautiful and dear. The other saw the look, and with the kind indulgence taught by a sublime teacher, he found it in his heart to pity and to love. Once more he placed his thin, wrinkled hand on the praefect's shoulder, and his small eyes beamed with perfect faith and trust as he said gently: "Do not try and probe any mystery just now, O friend, the day has been long and thou art weary and sad. Come and sit beside me here at table; my mother will join us and the girl Nola too, and the man who is thy slave, if thou wilt so allow it. Together we'll think of that day in Judaea seven years ago, and we'll break bread and drink wine, and--without trying to understand anything--we'll do it all together in memory of Him!" For a moment Taurus Antinor was silent. In the strong face every line told of the great storm within the innermost heart. And slowly the man beside him repeated the most exquisite words that have ever been spoken to a troubled soul. "Come unto Me all ye that travail and are heavy laden and I will refresh you." Taurus Antinor's head fell upon his breast. He closed his eyes, for not even his friend should see that they were wet with tears. But even whilst the heartstrings were torn by the ruthless hand of passion, it seemed as if--when the man had finished speaking--the magic words had already left upon the soul their impress of infinite peace. And without another word, he went slowly forward and took his place at the table. At a call from the man, the old woman entered softly, her woollen shoes making no sound upon the wooden floor. She had Nola by the hand who seemed comforted and rested. The praefect beckoned to Folces, who silently obeyed and came forward to the table. Then the five of them sat down and quietly partook of supper, sitting side by side, the disc
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