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en away and buried-- "Come in and help to carry"-- and with ghastly glee she adds-- ". . . We may sleep Anywhere in the whole wide house to-night." * * * * * Now the dialogue sways between her deliberate sensuous allurement of the man and his deepening horror at what they have done. She winds and unwinds her hair--was it so that he once liked it? But he cannot look; he would give her neck and her splendid shoulders, "both those breasts of yours," if this thing could be undone. It is not the mere killing--though he would "kill the world so Luca lives again," even to fondle her as before--but the thought that he has eaten the dead man's bread, worn his clothes, "felt his money swell my purse." . . . _This_ is the intolerable; "there's a recompense in guilt"-- "One must be venturous and fortunate:-- What is one young for else?" and thus their passion is justified; but to have killed the man who rescued him from starvation by letting him teach music to his wife . . . why-- ". . . He gave me Life, nothing less"-- and if he did reproach the perfidy, "and threaten and do more," had he no right after all--what was there to wonder at? "He sat by us at table quietly: _Why must you lean across till our cheeks touched?_" In that base blaming of her alone we get the measure of Sebald as at this hour he is. He turns upon her with a demand to know how she now "feels for him." Her answer, wherein the whole of her nature (as, again, at this hour it is) reveals itself--callous but courageous, proud and passionate, cruel in its utter sensuality, yet with the force and honesty which attend on all simplicity, good or evil--her answer strikes a truer note than does anything which Sebald yet has said, or is to say. She replies that she loves him better now than ever-- "And best (_look at me while I speak to you_) Best for the crime." She is glad that the "affectation of simplicity" has fallen off-- ". . . this naked crime of ours May not now be looked over: look it down." And were not the joys worth it, great as it is? Would he give up the past? "Give up that noon I owned my love for you?" --and as, in her impassioned revocation of the sultry summer's day, she brings back to him the very sense of the sun-drenched garden, the man at last is conque
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