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on her side. "Can you honestly tell me that this is not the first of other fits that are to come?" The doctor parried the question. "We will have another medical opinion," he answered, "before we decide. The next time I go to see him, a physician from Brighton shall go with me." Oscar, who had thus far waited, wondering at the change in her, now opened the door. The doctor returned to him. They left us. She sat down on the window-seat, with her elbows on her knees and her hands grasping her forehead. A long moaning cry burst from her. She said to herself bitterly the one word--"Farewell!" I approached her; feeling the necessity of reminding her that I was in the room. "Farewell to what?" I asked, taking my place by her side. "To his happiness and to mine," she answered, without lifting her head from her hands. "The dark days are coming for Oscar and for me." "Why should you think that? You heard what the doctor said." "The doctor doesn't know what I know." "What do you know?" She paused before she answered me. "Do you believe in fate?" she said, suddenly breaking the silence. "I believe in nothing which encourages people to despair of themselves," I replied. She went on without heeding me. "What caused the fit which seized him in this room? The blow that struck him on the head. How did he receive the blow? In trying to defend what was his and what was mine. What had he been doing on the day when the thieves entered the house? He had been working on the casket which was meant for me. Do you see those events linked together in one chain? I believe the fit will be followed by some next event springing out of it. Something else is coming to darken his life and to darken mine. There is no wedding-day near for us. The obstacles are rising in front of him and in front of me. The next misfortune is very near us. You will see! you will see!" She shivered as she said those words; and, shrinking away from me, huddled herself up in a corner of the window-seat. It was useless to dispute with her; and worse than useless to sit there, and encourage her to say more. I got up on my feet. "There is one thing I believe in," I said cheerfully. "I believe in the breeze on the hills. Come for a walk!" She shrank closer into her corner and shook her head. "Let me be!" she broke out impatiently. "Leave me by myself!" She rose, repenting the words the moment they were uttered--she put her arm round my n
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