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her work. "'I have seen him more than once. I have not only seen him, but wonder now, my dear--I have visited him in his dwelling!' "'The maiden shook her head, her eyes were dimmed with the shade of pensiveness; a thrill of jealousy, in spite of herself, darted to her heart. 'What! and didst thou not fear to go to him?' she said--'Is he not a heretic?' "'If thou knewest it, Nastenka, what wouldst thou not do for love?' "'Love?' ... exclaimed Anastasia, and her heart bounded violently in her breast. "'Ah if I were not afraid, I would disclose to thee the secret of my soul.' "'Speak, I pray thee, speak! Fear not; see! I call the Mother of God to witness, thy words shall die with me.' "And the maiden, with a quivering hand, signed a large cross. "'If so, I will confide in thee what I have never disclosed but to God. It is not over one blue sea alone that the mist lieth, and the darksome cloud: it is not over one fair land descendeth the gloomy autumn night; there was a time when my bosom was loaded with a heavy sorrow, my rebellious heart lay drowned in woe and care: I loved thy brother, Ivan Vassilievitch. (The maiden's heart was relieved, she breathed more freely.) Thou knowest not, my life, my child, what kind of feeling is that of love, and God grant that thou mayest never know! The dark night cometh, thou canst not close thine eyes: the bright dawn breaketh, thou meetest it with tears, and the day is all weary--O, so weary! There are many men in the fair world, but thou see'st only one, in thy bower, in the street, in the house of God. A stone lieth ever on thy breast, and thou canst not shake it off.' "Then Selinova wept sincere tears. Her companion listened to her with eager sympathy: the feelings just depicted were her own. * * * * * "There was a deep silence. It was broken by the young widow. "'Nastenka, my life?' she began in a tone of such touching, such lively interest, as called for her reluctant confidence. "The daughter of Obrazetz glanced at her with eyes full of tears, and shook her head. "'Confide in me, as I have confided in thee,' continued Selinova, taking her hand and pressing it to her bosom. 'I have lived longer in the world than thou ... believe me, 'twill give thee ease ... 'tis clear from every symptom, my love, what thou ailest.' "And Anastasia, sobbin
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