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se of peril. But would he help her? Would he not rather side with that wretched traitor within her, crying out for the old days--would he not still be the proud fool who would suffer no man's law but his own? She shivered at the thought of his nearness--of his momentous silence--of his treacherous ally. She stirred in her chair to look in where Clytie bustled between kitchen and dining-room. Her movement aroused him from his own abstraction. For a breathless stretch of time she was frozen to inertness by sheer terror. Would that old lawless spirit utter new blasphemies, giving fearful point to them now? Would the old eager hand come again upon hers with a boy's pleading and a man's power? And what of her own secret guilt? She had cherished the memory of him and across space had responded to him through that imperious need of her heart. Swiftly in this significant moment she for the first time saw herself with critical eyes--saw that in her fancied security she had unwittingly enthroned the hidden traitor. More and more poignant grew her apprehension as she felt his eyes upon her and divined that he was about to speak. With a little steadying of the lips, with eyes that widened at him in the dim light, she waited for the sound of his voice--waited as one waits for something "terrible and dear"--the whirlwind that might destroy utterly, or pass--to leave her forever exulting in a new sense of power against elemental forces. "Would you mind if I smoked, Nance?" She stared stupidly. So tense had been her strain that the words were mere meaningless blows that left her quivering. He thought she had not heard. "Would you mind my pipe--and this very mild mixture?" She blessed him for the respite. "Smoke, of course!" she managed to say. She watched him closely, still alert, as he stuffed the tobacco into his pipe-bowl from a rubber pouch. Then he struck the match and in that moment she suffered another shock. The little flame danced out of the darkness, and wavering, upward shadows played over a face of utter quietness. The relaxed shoulders drooped sideways in the chair, the body placidly sprawled, one crossed leg gently waving. The shaded eye surveyed some large and tranquil thought--and in that eye the soul sat remote, aloof from her as any star. She sank back in her chair with a long, stealthy breath of relief--a relief as cold as stone. She had not felt before that there was a chill in the wide sweetness o
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