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sat in silence watching the sleeping child. Sophy whispered once, with her avid eyes on the little, sunken face: "Is he really only ... asleep?" For answer, Bellamy lifted one of Bobby's hands and laid it in hers. "He's so sound it won't wake him," he reassured her, smiling. And for Sophy the warmth of that little hand was as the warmth of her own soul's blood. * * * * * For a long, long time she sat there with inner vision fixed on the beautiful and terrible star that had risen in the dark night of her soul--the star of a destiny as stern and far more ancient than that foretold at Bethlehem: the star of primordial and eternally recurrent sacrifice ... of the crucifixion of the mother for the child. And a woman if she be so lifted up shall draw all women to her and to each other--for this is the dark yet shining law, whereby the individual's loss is the gain of the whole race. When Bobby at last opened his eyes they rested on his mother's face. She hardly dared to breathe, it was so wonderful to see those grey eyes looking into hers with recognition. And the boy, too, was afraid to stir or speak lest his mother's face should vanish or change into some dreadful difference as it had vanished and changed in the dreams of fever. But as she knelt, holding his hand against her breast, gazing at him out of the eyes that meant all love to him--a little stiff, wistful smile parted his lips. "Mother ... dear...." he whispered. Then Sophy put her cheek to his. He felt the soft glow of her sheltering breast. "Hold me fast ... don't leave me...." he murmured. "Never, my darling ... my only man ... never, never again...." "Our Father...." stumbled Bobby, ".... thank you ... _ever_ so much...." Then he drowsed off again. * * * * * A week later Sophy was sitting beside him as usual, and again he was sleeping. It was drawing towards sunset. A lovely glow filled the sky and lighted the yellowing trees in the Park. Bobby waked suddenly and, gazing out of the window near his bed, pleaded: "Mother ... I _do_ so want to smell the out of doors.... Couldn't you open this window?" Sophy called Anne Harding, who was in the next room. "Do you think we might open it?" she asked, after telling her what Bobby wanted. "It's so mild to-day--like St. Martin's summer.... He wants it so much...." "Of course we can," Anne answered cheerfully. "Dr
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