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an orange to its dry rind! That woman! "I'm back," he said again. "I've had a beastly time. By God! I came steerage. I've got nothing but what I stand up in, and that bag." "And who has the rest?" cried Winifred, suddenly alive. "How dared you come? You knew it was just for divorce that you got that order to come back. Don't touch me!" They held each to the rail of the big bed where they had spent so many years of nights together. Many times, yes--many times she had wanted him back. But now that he had come she was filled with this cold and deadly resentment. He put his hand up to his moustache; but did not frizz and twist it in the old familiar way, he just pulled it downwards. "Gad!" he said: "If you knew the time I've had!" "I'm glad I don't!" "Are the kids all right?" Winifred nodded. "How did you get in?" "With my key." "Then the maids don't know. You can't stay here, Monty." He uttered a little sardonic laugh. "Where then?" "Anywhere." "Well, look at me! That--that damned...." "If you mention her," cried Winifred, "I go straight out to Park Lane and I don't come back." Suddenly he did a simple thing, but so uncharacteristic that it moved her. He shut his eyes. It was as if he had said: 'All right! I'm dead to the world!' "You can have a room for the night," she said; "your things are still here. Only Imogen is at home." He leaned back against the bed-rail. "Well, it's in your hands," and his own made a writhing movement. "I've been through it. You needn't hit too hard--it isn't worth while. I've been frightened; I've been frightened, Freddie." That old pet name, disused for years and years, sent a shiver through Winifred. 'What am I to do with him?' she thought. 'What in God's name am I to do with him?' "Got a cigarette?" She gave him one from a little box she kept up there for when she couldn't sleep at night, and lighted it. With that action the matter-of-fact side of her nature came to life again. "Go and have a hot bath. I'll put some clothes out for you in the dressing-room. We can talk later." He nodded, and fixed his eyes on her--they looked half-dead, or was it that the folds in the lids had become heavier? 'He's not the same,' she thought. He would never be quite the same again! But what would he be? "All right!" he said, and went towards the door. He even moved differently, like a man who has lost illusion and doubts whether it is worth while
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