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" "I am sorry. You wanted me to answer. I can't help the truth, can I?" At that queer spiritual appeal Soames turned for relief to actuality. He snapped the brooch back into its case and put it in his pocket. "The truth!" he said; "there's no such thing with women. It's nerves-nerves." He heard the whisper: "Yes; nerves don't lie. Haven't you discovered that?" He was silent, obsessed by the thought: 'I will hate this woman. I will hate her.' That was the trouble! If only he could! He shot a glance at her who stood unmoving against the wall with her head up and her hands clasped, for all the world as if she were going to be shot. And he said quickly: "I don't believe a word of it. You have a lover. If you hadn't, you wouldn't be such a--such a little idiot." He was conscious, before the expression in her eyes, that he had uttered something of a non-sequitur, and dropped back too abruptly into the verbal freedom of his connubial days. He turned away to the door. But he could not go out. Something within him--that most deep and secret Forsyte quality, the impossibility of letting go, the impossibility of seeing the fantastic and forlorn nature of his own tenacity--prevented him. He turned about again, and there stood, with his back against the door, as hers was against the wall opposite, quite unconscious of anything ridiculous in this separation by the whole width of the room. "Do you ever think of anybody but yourself?" he said. Irene's lips quivered; then she answered slowly: "Do you ever think that I found out my mistake--my hopeless, terrible mistake--the very first week of our marriage; that I went on trying three years--you know I went on trying? Was it for myself?" Soames gritted his teeth. "God knows what it was. I've never understood you; I shall never understand you. You had everything you wanted; and you can have it again, and more. What's the matter with me? I ask you a plain question: What is it?" Unconscious of the pathos in that enquiry, he went on passionately: "I'm not lame, I'm not loathsome, I'm not a boor, I'm not a fool. What is it? What's the mystery about me?" Her answer was a long sigh. He clasped his hands with a gesture that for him was strangely full of expression. "When I came here to-night I was--I hoped--I meant everything that I could to do away with the past, and start fair again. And you meet me with 'nerves,' and silence, and sighs. There's nothing tangible. It's
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