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around her, she was sorry for Harry Parkes. That he had faults, she overlooked. He had some good traits--therefore she concluded that there was still hope for him. She tried to get him interested in her Settlement work and offered to find for him duties which he would find congenial. But Harry, his faith in himself unshaken, received all such suggestions with a grimace. As was to be expected, he put a wrong construction on her sympathetic attitude, mistaking kindly interest for adoration of his manly charms, and last evening when they were alone in the parlor he had attempted liberties which she indignantly resented. She let him plainly understand that if it happened again she would be forced to leave the house. That is why she was not particularly grateful to Mrs. Parkes for leaving them alone now. Her mind was too preoccupied for small talk. At any moment, Mr. Ricaby had telephoned her, the Court might be expected to hand down its decision. Still, not wishing to appear curt, she said: "Your mother is remarkably amiable this afternoon, Mr. Parkes." Harry woke up with a start. "Yes--yes--she is--she is!" he stammered. There was a short silence, and then he said: "Miss Marsh--I want to apologize for--for--for my--my--conduct the other night----" "Apologize!" she exclaimed, as if not understanding. "Yes," he stammered. "I'm very sorry--very sorry----" "Sorry--why, what did you do?" she demanded. Harry looked at her in surprise. "It isn't what I did so much," he said hesitatingly, "as what I said--I--want--you to forgive me----" Paula smiled. "There's nothing to forgive, Mr. Parkes. The fact is, you won't think I--I'm rude, will you--but--I hardly remember what happened last night. I was very weak and foolish, and I'm afraid I gave way to--to tears. I don't believe in tears--it seems you're sorry for yourself--and I'm not sorry for myself--I'm angry with my relations--I'm angry because they make me angry. I love peace and happiness and a calm, quiet life--and they make my existence a hell on earth--with their attacks on my father and mother and their lawsuits. My heart is always in my mouth--I'm always afraid that something dreadful is going to happen--any moment I may hear the Court's decision. I'm unhappy, Mr. Parkes--and I've no right to be unhappy. I'm young and I have a happy disposition--every capacity to enjoy my life but----" Shaking her head, she added: "But there, I'm not going to bother
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