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he Ego which constituted his normal individuality! Rosendo advised him to retire for the midday _siesta_. Through the seemingly interminable afternoon he lay upon his hard bed with his brain afire, while the events of his warped life moved before him in spectral review. The week which had passed since he left Cartagena seemed an age. When he might hope to receive word from the outside world, he could not imagine. His isolation was now complete. Even should letters succeed in reaching Simiti for him, they must first pass through the hands of the Alcalde. And what did the Alcalde know of him? And then, again, what did it matter? He must not lose sight of the fact that his interest in the outside world--nay, his interest in all things had ceased. This was the end. He had yielded, after years of struggle, to pride, fear, doubt. He had bowed before his morbid sense of honor--a perverted sense, he now admitted, but still one which bound him in fetters of steel. His life had been one of grossest inconsistency. He was utterly out of tune with the universe. His incessant clash with the world of people and events had sounded nothing but agonizing discord. And his confusion of thought had become such that, were he asked why he was in Simiti, he could scarcely have told. At length he dropped into a feverish sleep. The day drew to a close, and the flaming sun rested for a brief moment on the lofty tip of Tolima. Jose awoke, dripping with perspiration, his steaming blood rushing wildly through its throbbing channels. Blindly he rose from his rough bed and stumbled out of the stifling chamber. The living room was deserted. Who might be in the kitchen, he did not stop to see. Dazed by the garish light and fierce heat, he rushed from the house and over the burning shales toward the lake. What he intended to do, he knew not. His weltering thought held but a single concept--water! The lake would cool his burning skin--he would wade out into it until it rose to his cracking lips--he would lie down in it, till it quenched the fire in his head--he would sleep in it--he would never leave it--it was cool--perhaps cold! What did the word mean? Was there aught in the world but fire--flames--fierce, withering, smothering, consuming heat? He thought the shales crackled as they melted beneath him! He thought his feet sank to the ankles in molten lava, and were so heavy he scarce could drag them! He thought the blazing sun shot out great to
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