FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93  
94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   >>   >|  
we shall part friends, if only for Teresa's sake.' Well, he was surprised. He smiled that dark smile of his, which may mean gratitude or murder. He looked at Teresa. She sprung up from her seat, and let her peaches fall from her lap on the deck. She put her little hands on mine--the tears were in her pretty blue eyes. 'You are a good man,' she said. 'Some woman must love you very much!' Yes--she said that. And she was right. Our Lady be praised for it!" And his dark eyes glanced upward with a devout gesture of thanksgiving. I looked at him with a sort of jealous hunger gnawing at my heart. Here was another self deluded fool--a fond wretch feasting on the unsubstantial food of a pleasant dream--a poor dupe who believed in the truth of woman! "You are a happy man," I said with a forced smile; "you have a guiding star for your life as well as for your boat--a woman that loves you and is faithful? is it so?" He answered me directly and simply, raising his cap slightly as he did so. "Yes, signor--my mother." I was deeply touched by his naive and unexpected reply--more deeply than I cared to show. A bitter regret stirred in my soul--why, oh, why had my mother died so young! Why had I never known the sacred joy that seemed to vibrate through the frame, and sparkle in the eyes of this common sailor! Why must I be forever alone, with a curse of a woman's lie on my life, weighing me down to the dust and ashes of a desolate despair! Something in my face must have spoken my thoughts, for the captain said, gently: "The signor has no mother?" "She died when I was but a child," I answered, briefly. The Sicilian puffed lightly at his cigarette in silence--the silence of an evident compassion. To relieve him of his friendly embarrassment, I said: "You spoke of Teresa? Who is Teresa?" "Ah, you may well ask, signor! No one knows who she is; she loves Carmelo Neri, and there all is said. Such a little thing she is--so delicate! like a foam-bell on the waves; and Carmelo--You have seen Carmelo, signor?" I shook my head in the negative. "Ebbene! Carmelo is big and rough and black like a wolf of the forests, all hair and fangs; Teresa is, well! you have seen a little cloud in the sky at night, wandering past the moon all flecked with pale gold?--that is Teresa. She is, small and slight as a child; she has rippling curls, and soft praying eyes, and tiny, weak, white hands, not strong enough to snap a twig in two.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93  
94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Teresa

 
Carmelo
 

signor

 

mother

 

deeply

 

silence

 

answered

 

looked

 

gently

 

captain


thoughts

 

rippling

 

spoken

 

praying

 

slight

 

Something

 

common

 

sailor

 

vibrate

 

sparkle


forever

 

desolate

 

despair

 

briefly

 

weighing

 

strong

 

puffed

 

delicate

 

wandering

 

Ebbene


forests

 

negative

 
evident
 
compassion
 

relieve

 

lightly

 

cigarette

 

friendly

 

embarrassment

 

flecked


Sicilian

 

pretty

 

jealous

 

hunger

 

gnawing

 

thanksgiving

 

gesture

 

praised

 

glanced

 
upward