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What she thus tasted was almost a personal joy. It told Densher of the three days she on her side had spent. "Well, anything you do for me--_is_ for her too. Only, only--!" "Only nothing now matters?" She looked at him a minute as if he were the fact itself that he expressed. "Then you know?" "Is she dying?" he asked for all answer. Mrs. Stringham waited--her face seemed to sound him. Then her own reply was strange. "She hasn't so much as named you. We haven't spoken." "Not for three days?" "No more," she simply went on, "than if it were all over. Not even by the faintest allusion." "Oh," said Densher with more light, "you mean you haven't spoken about _me?_" "About what else? No more than if you were dead." "Well," he answered after a moment, "I _am_ dead." "Then I am," said Susan Shepherd with a drop of her arms on her waterproof. It was a tone that, for the minute, imposed itself in its dry despair; it represented, in the bleak place, which had no life of its own, none but the life Kate had left--the sense of which, for that matter, by mystic channels, might fairly be reaching the visitor--the very impotence of their extinction. And Densher had nothing to oppose it withal, nothing but again: "Is she dying?" It made her, however, as if these were crudities, almost material pangs, only say as before: "Then you know?" "Yes," he at last returned, "I know. But the marvel to me is that _you_ do. I've no right in fact to imagine or to assume that you do." "You may," said Susan Shepherd, "all the same. I know." "Everything?" Her eyes, through her veil, kept pressing him. "No--not everything. That's why I've come." "That I shall really tell you?" With which, as she hesitated and it affected him, he brought out in a groan a doubting "Oh, oh!" It turned him from her to the place itself, which was a part of what was in him, was the abode, the worn shrine more than ever, of the fact in possession, the fact, now a thick association, for which he had hired it. _That_ was not for telling, but Susan Shepherd was, none the less, so decidedly wonderful that the sense of it might really have begun, by an effect already operating, to be a part of her knowledge. He saw, and it stirred him, that she hadn't come to judge him; had come rather, so far as she might dare, to pity. This showed him her own abasement--that, at any rate, of grief; and made him feel with a rush of friendliness that he liked t
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