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ed them to him with all her heart and soul in an overwhelming passion of purest emotion. "I couldn't stand it, Clive," she said, "when I heard you were at your hotel alone.... And all the unhappiness I had heard of--your married life--I--I couldn't stand it; I couldn't let you remain there all alone! "And when you came here to-night, and I saw in your face how these four years had altered you--how it had been with you--I wanted you back--to let you know I am sorry--to let you know I care for the man who has known unhappiness, as I cared for the boy who had known only happiness. "Do you understand, Clive? Do you, dear? Don't you see what I see?--a man standing all alone by a closed door behind which his hopes lie dead. "Clive, that is where you came to me, offering sympathy and friendship. That is where I come to you in my turn, offering whatever you care to take of me--if there is in me anything that may comfort you." He bent and laid his lips to her hands again, remaining so, curbed before her; and she looked down at his lean and powerful head and shoulders, and saw the hint of grey edging the crisp, dark hair, and the dark stain of tropic suns, that never could be effaced. So far no passion, other than innocent, had she ever known for any man,--nothing of lesser emotion, nothing physical. And, had she thought of it at all she must have believed that it was that way with her still. For no thought concerning it disturbed her tender, tremulous happiness with this man beside her who still held her hands imprisoned against his breast. And presently they were seated on the couch at the foot of her bed, excited, garrulous, exchanging gossip, confidences, ideas long unuttered, desires long unexpressed. Under the sweeping flashlight of her intelligence the four years of his absence were illuminated, and passed swiftly in review for his inspection. Of loneliness, perplexity, grief, deprivation, she made light, laughingly, shrugging her smooth young shoulders. "All that was yesterday," she said. "There is only to-day, now--until to-morrow becomes to-day. You won't go away, will you, Clive?" "No." "There is no need of your going, is there?--no reason for you to go--no duty--moral obligation--is there, Clive?" "None." "You wouldn't say so just because I wish you to, would you?" "I wouldn't be here at all if there were any reason for me to be--there." "Then I am not robbing her of you?--I am not
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