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without making Nina commit herself to anything vulgar. Women are never without ways for doing such things--both for communicating and receiving knowledge--that I can't explain to you, and that you wouldn't understand if I could, since you must be a woman even to do that. I daresay they've expressed it all to each other simply in the language of kisses. But doesn't it at any rate make something rather beautiful of the relation between them as affected by our discovery--?" I had a laugh for her plural possessive. "The point is of course that if there was a conscious bargain, and our action on Mrs. Brash is to deprive her of the sense of keeping her side of it, various things may happen that won't be good either for her or for ourselves. She may conscientiously throw up the position." "Yes," my companion mused--"for she is conscientious. Or Nina, without waiting for that, may cast her forth." I faced it all. "Then we should have to keep her." "As a regular model?" Mrs. Munden was ready for anything. "Oh that would be lovely!" But I further worked it out. "The difficulty is that she's not a model, hang it--that she's too good for one, that she's the very thing herself. When Outreau and I have each had our go, that will be all; there'll be nothing left for any one else. Therefore it behoves us quite to understand that our attitude's a responsibility. If we can't do for her positively more than Nina does--" "We must let her alone?" My companion continued to muse. "I see!" "Yet don't," I returned, "see too much. We _can_ do more." "Than Nina?" She was again on the spot. "It wouldn't after all be difficult. We only want the directly opposite thing--and which is the only one the poor dear can give. Unless indeed," she suggested, "we simply retract--we back out." I turned it over. "It's too late for that. Whether Mrs. Brash's peace is gone I can't say. But Nina's is." "Yes, and there's no way to bring it back that won't sacrifice her friend. We can't turn round and say Mrs. Brash is ugly, can we? But fancy Nina's not having _seen_!" Mrs. Munden exclaimed. "She doesn't see now," I answered. "She can't, I'm certain, make out what we mean. The woman, for _her_ still, is just what she always was. But she has nevertheless had her stroke, and her blindness, while she wavers and gropes in the dark, only adds to her discomfort. Her blow was to see the attention of the world deviate." "A
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