FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   >>  
e." She rose at once, silently, with a glance at her two companions. They had not spoken since close upon an hour. When first the news came the old woman on the bed had raised herself upon her elbow, struggled a moment for utterance, and burst into a paean of triumphant hatred, horrible to hear. Mrs. Trevarthen sat like one stunned. "Hush 'ee, Sarah! Hush 'ee, that's a good soul!" she murmured once and again in feeble protest. At length Hester, unable to endure it longer, had risen, taken the invalid by one shoulder and forced her gently back upon the pillow. "Tell me to go," she said, "and I will leave you and not return. But to more of this I will not listen. I believed you an ill-used woman; but you are far less wronged than wicked if you can rejoice in the death of a child." Since then the invalid had lain quiet, staring up at the ceiling. She did not know--nor did Mrs. Trevarthen know--whose letter Hester held in her hand. But now, as Hester moved towards the door, a weak voice from the bed entreated her-- "You won't leave me! I didn't mean that about the child--I didn't, really!" "She didn't mean it," echoed Mrs. Trevarthen. "I know--I know," said Hester, and stretched out both arms in sudden weariness, almost despair. "But oh! why in this world of burdens can we not cast away hate, the worst and wilfullest?" It seemed to her that in her own mind during these few weeks a light had been steadily growing, illuminating many things she had been wont to puzzle over or habitually to pass by as teasing and obscure. She saw the whole world constructed on one purpose, that all living creatures should love and help one another to be happy. Even such a man as Rosewarne found a place in it, as one to be pitied because he erred against this light. Yes, and even the death of this child had a place in the scheme, since, calling for pity, it called for one of the divinest exercises of love. She marvelled, as she crossed in the ferry-boat, why the passengers, one and all, discussed it as a direct visitation upon Rosewarne, as though Rosewarne had offended against some agreement in which they and God Almighty stood together, and they had left the fellow in God's hands with a confidence which yet allowed them room to admire the dramatic neatness of His methods. She longed to tell them that they were all mistaken, and her eyes sought old Daddo's, who alone took no part in this talk. But old Daddo pulled hi
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   >>  



Top keywords:

Hester

 

Trevarthen

 

Rosewarne

 

invalid

 

constructed

 

purpose

 
obscure
 

teasing

 

sought

 

habitually


creatures
 

living

 

pulled

 

wilfullest

 

things

 

puzzle

 

steadily

 

growing

 
illuminating
 

discussed


direct

 
allowed
 

visitation

 

passengers

 

crossed

 
offended
 

Almighty

 
fellow
 

agreement

 

confidence


marvelled

 

exercises

 

pitied

 

scheme

 

admire

 

called

 

divinest

 
calling
 

dramatic

 

longed


methods
 
neatness
 

mistaken

 
murmured
 
feeble
 
protest
 

stunned

 

length

 

unable

 

gently