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. It is nice of you to come. You'll have some tea, won't you?" The maid had brought in the tray. Afternoon tea was still rather a new custom with us, more of a ceremony than a meal; and as Nancy handed me my cup and the thinnest of slices of bread and butter I found the intimacy of the situation a little disquieting. Her manner was indeed intimate, and yet it had the odd and disturbing effect of making her seem more remote. As she chatted I answered her perfunctorily, while all the time I was asking myself why I had ceased to desire her, whether the old longing for her might not return--was not even now returning? I might indeed go far afield to find a wife so suited to me as Nancy. She had beauty, distinction, and position. She was a woman of whom any man might be proud.... "I haven't congratulated you yet, Hugh," she said suddenly, "now that you are a partner of Mr. Watling's. I hear on all sides that you are on the high road to a great success." "Of course I'm glad to be in the firm," I admitted. It was a new tack for Nancy, rather a disquieting one, this discussion of my affairs, which she had so long avoided or ignored. "You are getting what you have always wanted, aren't you?" I wondered in some trepidation whether by that word "always" she was making a deliberate reference to the past. "Always?" I repeated, rather fatuously. "Nearly always, ever since you have been a man." I was incapable of taking advantage of the opening, if it were one. She was baffling. "A man likes to succeed in his profession, of course," I said. "And you made up your mind to succeed more deliberately than most men. I needn't ask you if you are satisfied, Hugh. Success seems to agree with you,--although I imagine you will never be satisfied." "Why do you say that?" I demanded. "I haven't known you all your life for nothing. I think I know you much better than you know yourself." "You haven't acted as if you did," I exclaimed. She smiled. "Have you been interested in what I thought about you?" she asked. "That isn't quite fair, Nancy," I protested. "You haven't given me much evidence that you did think about me." "Have I received much encouragement to do so?" she inquired. "But you haven't seemed to invite--you've kept me at arm's length." "Oh, don't fence!" she cried, rather sharply. I had become agitated, but her next words gave me a shock that was momentarily paralyzing. "I asked you to come
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