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ld read it, and scorn him for a hypocrite and a humbug. Durfy would read it, and chuckle. His mother and Horace would read it. Yes, and what would they think? Nothing he could say would convince them or anybody. They might forgive him, but-- The thought made his blood boil within him. He would take forgiveness from no man or woman. If they chose to believe him guilty, let them; but let them keep their forgiveness to themselves. Rather let them give the dog a bad name and hang him. He did not care! Would that they could! Such was the rush of thought that passed through his mind as he stood that bleak winter afternoon in the street, a free man. Free! he laughed at the word, and envied the burglar with his six months. What spirit of malignity had hindered Mr Sniff from letting him lose himself in a felon's cell rather than turn him out "free" into a world every creature of which was an enemy? Are you disgusted with him, reader? With his poor spirit, his weak purpose, his blind folly? Do you say that you, in his shoes, would have done better? that you would never have lost courage? that you would have held up your head still, and braved the storm? Alas, alas, that the Reginalds are so many and the heroes of your sort so few! Alas for the sensitive natures whom injustice can crush and make cowards of! You are not sensitive, thank God, and you do not know what crushing is. Pray that you never may; but till you have felt it deal leniently with poor Reginald, as he goes recklessly out into the winter gloom without a friend--not even himself. It mattered little to him where he went or what became of him. It made no odds how and when he should spend his last shilling. He was hungry now. Since early that morning nothing had passed his lips. Why not spend it now and have done with it? So he turned into a coffee-shop, and ordered coffee and a plate of beef. "My last meal," said he to himself, with a bitter smile. His appetite failed him when the food appeared, but he ate and drank out of sheer bravado. His enemies--Durfy, and the magistrate, and the victims of the Corporation--would rejoice to see him turn with a shudder from his food. He would devour it to spite them. "How much?" said he, when it was done. "Ninepence, please," said the rosy-cheeked girl who waited. Reginald tossed her the shilling. "Keep the change for yourself," said he, and walked out of the shop. He was free n
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