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dark and dreary. From the first I learned you were an orphan, and my sympathy was aroused in your behalf; subsequently, I listened to your recital of grief, and trouble, and cold treatment by the world--told in an artless manner--and in spite of me, in spite of my struggles to the contrary, I discovered awakening in my breast a feeling of a stronger nature. Had my wound permitted, I should have torn myself from your presence then, with the endeavor, if such a thing were possible, to forget you; but, alas! fate ordered otherwise, and the consequence I fear will be to add sorrow to both. But one thing, dear Ella, before I go further, let me ask: Can you, and will you forgive me, for the manner in which I have conducted myself in your company?" "I have nothing to forgive; and had I, it should be forgiven," answered Ella, sweetly, in a timid voice, her hands unconsciously toying with her needle-work, and her face half averted, whereon could be traced the suppressed workings of internal emotion. "Thank you, Ella--thank you, for taking a weight from my heart. And now, ere I proceed with what to both of us will prove a painful revelation, let me make one request more--a foolish one I know--but one I trust you will grant nevertheless." "Name it," said Ella, timidly, as the other paused. "It is, simply, that in judging me by the evidence I shall give against myself, you will lean strongly to the side of mercy; and, when I am gone, think of me rather as an unfortunate than criminal being." "You alarm me, Mr. Reynolds, with such a request!" answered Ella, looking up to the other with a pale, anxious countenance. "I know not the meaning of it! and, as I said before, I would rather not have your secret in keeping--the more so, as you say the revelation will be a painful one to both." For a moment the young man paused, as though undecided as to his reply, while his countenance expressed a look of mortified regret really painful to behold--so much so, that Ella, moved by this to a feeling of compassion, said: "I perceive my answer wounds your feelings--I meant no harm; go on with your story; I will listen, and endeavor to concede all you desire." "Thank you--again thank you!" returned the other, energetically, with emotion. "I will make my narrative brief as possible." Saying which, he entered the apartment where the other was sitting, and seating himself a few feet distant from her, after some little hesitation, a
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