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Under her light hand she felt the impatient movement of his shoulders, and her hand fell away. "Don't you care for it, now that it's finished?" she asked, wondering. "I'm devilish sick of it," he said, so savagely that every nerve in her recoiled with a tiny shock. She remained silent, motionless, awaiting his pleasure. He set his palette, frowning. She had never before seen him like this. After a while she said, quietly: "If you are waiting for me, please tell me what you expect me to do, because I don't know, Kelly." "Oh, just stand over there," he said, vaguely; "just walk about and stop anywhere when you feel like stopping." She walked a few steps at hazard, partly turned to look back at him with a movement adorable in its hesitation. "Don't budge!" he said, brusquely. "Am I to remain like this?" "Exactly." He picked up a bit of white chalk, went over to her, knelt down, and traced on the floor the outline of her shoes. Then he went back, and, with his superbly cool assurance, began to draw with his brush upon the untouched canvas. From where she stood, and as far as she could determine, he seemed, however, to work less rapidly than usual--with a trifle less decision--less precision. Another thing she noticed; the calm had vanished from his face. The vivid animation, the cool self-confidence, the half indolent relapse into careless certainty--all familiar phases of the man as she had so often seen him painting--were now not perceptible. There seemed to be, too, a curious lack of authority about his brush strokes at intervals--moments of grave perplexity, indecision almost resembling the hesitation of inexperience--and for the first time she saw in his gray eyes the narrowing concentration of mental uncertainty. It seemed to her sometimes as though she were looking at a total stranger. She had never thought of him as having any capacity for the ordinary and lesser ills, vanities, and vexations--the trivial worries that beset other artists. "Louis?" she said, full of curiosity. "What?" he demanded, ungraciously. "You are not one bit like yourself to-day." He made no comment. She ventured again: "Do I hold the pose properly?" "Yes, thanks," he said, absently. "May I talk?" "I'd rather you didn't, Valerie, just at present." "All right," she rejoined, cheerfully; but her pretty eyes watched him very earnestly, a little troubled. When she was tired the pose ended; that
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